SOMETIMES WE FORGET

I REMEMBER...

• when I first met my husband ( I was with my then boyfriend, Justin Hulse :) ha!)
  

• when he would sweep me off my feet at school and SQUEEZE me in a tight hug

• giving him rides home after school and being late for work EVERYDAY because he was making me laugh so hard with tears streaming down my face.

• the 101 break-ups THAT I BROUGHT to pass (stupid me)
  

• when his baby sister was born
  

• leaving him to move away to BYU. That's the day I realized I loved him
  

• the anxiety of coming back home for the weekend to see him

• the feeling when I would see him for the first time after five long days at college

• breaking his heart one-too-many times, and HIM finally breaking MINE
  

• walking home from his house in the snow, on my birthday, so he could be with "her"

• I DON'T REMEMBER us getting back together for the last time but at some point it happened because I DO REMEMBER...

• going ring shopping

• wearing my ring sometimes even before we were engaged because it is so dang pretty
  

• dying my blond hair, dark brown to surprise him

• rushing around the mall twenty minutes before it closed because we forgot we needed to find clothes for our engagement pictures the next day

• laying on the couch together (in front of my roommate) all googly-eyed because we were getting married in a few days

• the stupid decisions we made, the fights, the rough time, and all the HAPPY HAPPY previous memories that over-power all that.

For some reason today I can't stop thinking about how crazy in love we ACTED back then. I (we) still FEEL it today, but life has a cruel way changing things.

But don't worry because***DANG BABY I love you!***